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WHEN I CANNOT UNDERSTAND

WHEN I CANNOT UNDERSTAND


Lord, I Believe, Help my Unbelief!


We know them as Mary and Martha Oh, Yes, there is Lazarus too. We know that Jesus loved them But, look what He put them through. They sent Him the news of their brother. They knew that Jesus truly loved him. He promised the life of their brother But, Oh how their faith grew dim. He did not come in the morning As they must have thought He would. Nor did He come in the evening As any true friend should. And now there is a decision That Mary and Martha must make. "What to do with his body, Did Jesus make a mistake?" How they must have looked for their master As they carried their brother to his grave. They must have thought of the widow's son He arrived just in time to save. Now the days are passing And Jesus is still far away. Why did He hurt them so badly? Now, He is on His way. See Martha running to meet Him But what can He say or do? How can He stop their hurting? How can their faith renew? She tells Jesus of their faith "If He had only been there, If Jesus had not deceived them She could still know of His Care "EVEN NOW" she said it, "It's never too late for You." I wonder what she was thinking. What she thought Jesus could do. He told her He was Resurrection And that He was life as well, And since she could believe Him She should her sister tell See Mary coming to Jesus With those who did weep and wail, She tries to talk to her Master But her words suddenly fail. See Jesus walking beside her To that final resting place As Martha is trying to stop Him And the tears course down His face. How all the people doubted And wondered why Jesus wept. Why He had suddenly failed them And had not His promise kept. Now, sometimes when I am discouraged And wish I could send a message to Him Or when the sun that shines in my heaven Suddenly begins to grow dim, And I feel a bit like those sisters That maybe I've trusted in vain For HOW CAN THE ONE WHO LOVES ME NOT KEEP ME FROM SO MUCH PAIN? Then I think that if I were only a child Who could climb up on my Father's lap. I would point to the pain in my spirit As slowly my strength seems to sap, Then I would ask of Him the great question And I wait for the answer with fear He may not speak a single word But on my cheek I would feel His hot tear For if no words from the Immortal Can satisfy my mind Nor heal my hurting heart Nor help me comfort find. It is FAITH in the Love of Jesus, No matter what I feel, Can let me truly trust Him, Can let my hurt heart heal. He will come at the time appointed Neither too soon nor too late. It is for me to trust Him No matter how long I must wait. ghvs 3/23/96

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